came home for a couple days, praying the Lord will bless me with this job i just interviewed for the second time yesterday. it's really the job i want because i feel like it has the most opportunity for me for the future. also, it's a great way to make relationships with people. just all around a great place&fit for me. anyways, while macy is getting her "puppy bath" at petsmart [i feel like i am ALWAYS there, & i spend so much money on her; i guess i know what it's like to spoil], i browsed around barnes&noble to get some ideas for some upcoming books to read [so excited to go to the library this afternoon & get a book by francine rivers [known for "Redeeming Love"]. after browsing i tried to find a cozy place to make my nest for a few hours to find nowhere to sit. so, i came right up the road to starbucks where i found a corner [not quite cozy] to "set up shop."
i have finished week 1 of my personal homework for the week in my fruit of the Spirit study only to be placed on my knees to the Lord in thankfulness&joy of the grace He has given me. He has changed me into a new creation, but i still have my own individuality. i am still ME. i will always be ME. & i have grown to love ME. i love to make people laugh, have fun, & just be carefree & live life. however i do know that sometimes i get caught up & do stupid things. however, he convicts me of that & offers me restoration from my sin. & has given me a favor without expecting anything in return. How Beautiful.
i learn new things every day & that is what is so great about being a believer. we learn new things every day by soaking ourselves in the Word. some believers may have a better way of saying it [better vocabulary, verbiage, etc], but the Lord accepts all of us equally. just as Galatians 3:28 says, "There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither slave nor free, there is no male & female, for you are ALL ONE IN CHRIST JESUS." i believe we all get ourselves tripped up in that way. we pride ourselves as better than another. we are all ONE in Christ. i have many times though of myself as lower than other Christians, that other Christians were more knowledgeable than i could ever be. & that is where this verse in Galatians really helps me.
even though i may feel lower on the totem pole than others the Lord loves us all the same. i am treasured in the eyes of the Lord. He loves me for being me. & others love me for being me. so, i'm going to let it shine.
song lyrics are a really great way of expressive art from others. & i absolutely love to hear how others are feeling in their lyrics & how it can really relate to others. Sanctus Real has a song "Forgiven" that i heard the other day on the radio & i have been pondering on the lyrics because i have been having thoughts of who i used to be & how the Lord has freed me from that. but, these lyrics really spoke to me:
"In this life, I know what I've been, but, here in your arms, I know what I am...When I don't measure up to much in this life, oh, I'm a treasure in the arms of Christ."
i am His treasured child.